Boy, there are times that I dont, at all. But through it, I also find that I get shocked at the stuff G-d can pull out of me that I didnt knows was in there. You know, when I fineally get what he was saying and do somthing right!
I still have problems with my temper at times. But that has gotten less an less. I find, making share I dont get over heated, that helps.
I dont have as much of a problem telling others I dont agree with them and telling them I feel they were wrong, but I know that I still wait until I dont get harmed if I do it. Safety I guess! Fear manybe!
I know I have a fear of losing otherss. Or if I mass up they will not speek to me again. Have had that happen.
I have a problem with those that betray me, inorder to get closer to others. And gossiping, I cant stand that either. That causes such deep pain to those that it happens to. I dont like being bullied by others, that seems to bring the worst out of me, I find I am not so sweet as I normally am.
I know that I am easyly moved, or prevoked by others, when I shouldnt care so much, you know...if they say something that isnt true, than why am I so up set....these being my husbands words. You says also, just because they can see them doesnt make it so, so dont sweet it so much. I find I have to put a way that need to want to fix them myself, when I need to wait for G-ds hand to do so.
His timing being much better, amen!
I would also have to say, I at time need to put more time into focusing my thoughts better, I get distacted by small this, so much that I dont get what I need to do. I have burnt so many pots of water latelly....said I know!
Well, this shoudl be making a goal to better myself, post!
Hugs Pamela! Now I wil set off to make my list!